Wanted: Another Textmate (?)

Episode 43 – Monday, January 25th, 2016 (6964)

It has been a long, long time that I didn’t write a new episode in the past three weeks. In the beginning of the New Year, I had published only two episodes mostly were about last year’s happenings. But in this new episode, it’s a kind of urgency that I need to encounter my future life.

Unfortunately, in the past 7 months, I have been still single and feeling alone in my life (thanks to my former textmate from the north who “left” me after three years of having our long distance relationship). And in the past 7 months…, there’s nothing. Zero, nganga! I’ve nothing to do searching for the next girl (better than the last one) that she will love me forever. But I have nobody to interact. I have only few friends around, but still I’m not too much talkative with them (even I’m keeping silent while they’re talking about things that I’m not too much related). I rarely join Light Group or Connect/Care Group or even Singles of The Feast. I’m not too shy though, but I’m not too much socialized with others (especially meeting new friends) because I’m not too much talkative and also due of my speech deficiency (bulol, I mean). I have my officemates at work, and there are a lot of them. Yeah, there are only three (all male) working at the office every weekdays, and that’s all. And I’m not so closed with them together in one workplace. Continue reading

My SMS Communication for 2015

Episode 42 – Monday, January 4th, 2016 (6943)

It’s already 2016, but I’m still thinking about the past happenings in 2015 because of a lot of regrets. During first half of 2015, the inbox on my phone was full of text messages from my love one in long distance. And I was doing this since she came in my life in 2011. But in the second half, it was changed. Right after the break-up, I felt I was going back to a “boring” life without being a textmate or even chatting thru text messaging.
Just let me show about the statistics on Short Messaging Service (SMS) from my phone (as I send text messages to my friends and vice versa) in 2015. (I’m just doing to write this topic so late because I need to summarize the text messages that I collected from my phone.) Continue reading

My 2015 Yearend Review: The Best and The Worst

Episode 41 – Saturday, January 2nd, 2016 (6941)

Best vs Worst

(Note: I’m now doing this episode at home quite lately because there’s no any internet connection (or WiFi) in the house and around the community.)

Happy New Year everyone! It’s already 2016, and the year 2015 will be forever gone in the past. But let me show to you about the best and the worst happenings occurred in my life in the year 2015.

The year 2015 was just half-happy, half-lonely for me. The half was a healthy love, but the other half was a lonely one. While I was so happy with my love life in the first half of 2015, I became so lonely, loveless and alone on the remaining half after the unexpected break-up of long distance relationship. Let me to share about the best and the worst happenings of 2015: Continue reading